treatment

Hello im tom and want to tell you all that the weed aint worth it . Im going to be brief , and to the point . It nearly cost me my wife and children , as my partner had had enougth of my habit . Even though they never went without , i was so spaced out all the time i never done things with my kids like most dads like days out and trips to the park . All i cared about was gettig stoned . I have been clean for nine months now with the help of rehab units and will power . My relationship with my wife and children has improved so much .

I started doing drugs when I was 13 I’m 22 now. It started off with cannabis then moved up to amphetamines. When I reached 16 I had a bad experience. I loved getting high on speed, pills, coke the lot really. Then I developed drug induced psychosis. I was extremely paranoid, anxious and distressed. I thought people were plotting to kill me even my family. It went on for a couple of years as I was still using the drugs.

Right then, where to start. Basically I’ve been on and off (mostly on) heroin for the last 12 years, started when I was about 18 and I’m now 30. I can honestly say that in that time it has controlled every single day of my life, from going to work to going on holiday. If I didn’t have any meth or gear then I wouldn’t go. Its that simple.